Typically I'm a very happy, easy going person. Lately Jeremy would probably argue otherwise ;) haha. But I believe I'm starting to get back to that place again. I think I fell out of sync with myself if that makes sense. I was always a hard worker, never had weight issues. Then my priorities shifted to taking care of my hubby and baby, I resented having to work and I was having such a hard time losing the weight. I became stressed, negative, just blah! You know it's bad when I get on my own damn nerves!
So I am happy because of many many things right now. Obviously because I will be staying home soon. I'm almost back to where I used to be with my weight. I feel really great because we've completely transformed our diets to organic and all natural foods. I work out as often as I can. I'm beginning to connect more with the other wives here. And our church. We started going to MyChurch a couple months ago. Yes it's called MyChurch! haha. Very clever i think. But wow it's so amazing. The messages have been really speaking to me and the atmosphere there is so comfortable. The series right now is about The Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is within all of us and we don't really stop to think about that. It's so amazing to know He's within me and all I have to do is listen, talk to Him, Love Him like He loves me. It's so simple yet somehow I've made it so difficult! So perhaps that's the driving source of all my happiness and feeling like I really know who I am. Pretty sweet huh? I think so ;)
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