Dreaming....

I'm sitting here at work dreaming of the day  I get to be a stay at home mom... I have a few friends that are stay at home mommies and ohhh man i wish wish wish I could join them!  Not just to be able to take care of Caden every day, but to be able to keep a clean house, actually cook dinner every evening for my husband, work out on a daily basis, be able to do the crafts I keep putting off like scrapbooking and sewing!  I haven't even been able to use my new sewing machine that I got in January!!!!!  And I've put off my wedding scrapbook for way too long now.   I just feel like if I have a spare moment from Caden I should be cleaning, not crafting! 

The plan right now is to pay off some debt we have before I can stay home.  Not much longer for that hopefully....Until then I guess I'll just keep dreaming.....