weightloss.....Kind of

Sooo if anyone actually checks my blog, you may have noticed that even though I haven't been creating new posts, I have updated my weight loss ticker!  I've lost a few more pounds!  I'm no longer in the 140's!!!!  wooooo!! Only 7 more pounds to go!  That's my attempt at being excited LOL.  yes it's progress I know but oh man I have not been in the gym very much lately and holy cow it makes a world of difference on how I feel about myself.  I just feel blah!  I tried to run this week and did 2 miles but boy did it hurt! I meant to bring my gym clothes today but of course I forgot.  This new work schedule of working from home Tuesdays and Thursdays has really thrown me off.  And not just off my schedule but my personality and attitude and everything.  the past few weeks I've been a total B!!! 

I just couldn't put my finger on it. Here I am able to work from home two days a week, have an amazing offer to work from home that I get to start in May, I have a beautiful baby boy, an amazing husband, a beautiful home, new car ;) hehe.  But I was being super negative.  Jeremy asked me what was wrong and at the time I was like "nothing!" But after thinking about it he was right!  So I started to stress out even more....why am I so stressed?! Why am I being so yucky? 

Pretty sure it's my lack of working out and trying to get back into a routine with a work, life balance.  When I'm working from home I feel like I should be cleaning the house not sitting at the computer.  And of course when I try to get anything done I am chasing caden around, or feeding him or putting him down for a nap so I start to stress out about not getting much work done from home.  just thinking about it is making me start to stress out!!  I just need to get back in the swing of things.  Figure out a good balance.  Of course by the time I get that figured out I'll be only working part time and will have to get into a completely different routine!!  HA!  I just have to keep telling myself "too blessed to be stressed" Too blessesd to be stressed.....TOO BLESSED TO BE STRESSED!!!!!!!