In LOVE

God's love is just pouring into me this morning.  I'm sitting here at the kitchen table listening to the radio while Caden walks around in his jammies carrying his spoon from his oatmeal and being his usual adorable self.  Chester is doing his best to run away from Caden and I'm sure Tigger is laying in the sunlight coming through the window in the living room.   It's a beautiful fall morning outside and I'm itching to start my morning walks again!

I am so IN LOVE. With everything and everyone! I know I get wrapped up in the every day routines, tasks, worries and I don't always stop to acknowledge God's Grace and Love.  Right now I'm just recognizing God in everything around me.

He brought Jeremy and I together and i'm so thankful everyday for that. And when Jeremy walked in the door yesterday with flowers for me I just thanked Him again. I'm so blessed to have Jeremy as my husband. We have our arguments and don't always see eye to eye but we're only human and God helps us everyday in our marriage. We just have to remember that. If we try to do it on our own, it will never work.

Caden is a special gift to us from God. Who else could have created such a beautiful, funny boy? Who else healed him when he was in the NICU and had pneumonia on Christmas? God is truly amazing and I am just trusting in Him to watch over Christian. 

Today is my first appointment with the specialist in Atlanta and I am a little nervous.  I have no idea what to expect!  I can only give it to God and just trust in His plan for all of us.

So no matter what happens I am so thankful for my life.  Our beautiful home, our marriage, our family, our friends. And most importantly God's love. No my life's not perfect but I do my best to focus on the good and not dwell on the bad. I acknowledge it, give it to God and let it go!  I encourage you to try it too.  It works, I promise. And that's God's promise too ;)